am i sick?

Am I Sick??

I think YES!!

PekCek till SICK!!

morning go ujian thn bo pass...

again 39...

thn "bo kam muan"...

ujian again...

manatau again same mark!

i lagi PEKCEK!!!

today i do two time of ujian...

coz din pass thn when do second time..

u noe...

tat ujian time...

so fast habis...

i cant finish it...

coz left 10 more question...

n left 2 or 3 minit oni...

cant finish...

when i click till last question become 00.00minit d...

i dunno the last question i click tio or not...

damn hate it...

i so weird...

y i 1st time do the question the time so long time...

thn second do the time damn so short...

i do till no.25 thn time was at 15++ minit d...

so fast...

now my head so pain...

my body awhile cool awhile hot...

wat happen d?

gonna sick?

i hate sick!

i dunwan sick...

plz...i dunwan sick

i still got many thing to do...

ujian undang..

personal thing...

school thing...

exam again...

so many thing...

i wan die d...

y wan got ujian undang...

is so bo yong!

cheat ppl money!

1 time 27..

if agent fetch 30...

1 time bo pass 30..

two time bo pass 60..

always +30 +30 n +30!!

cheat ppl money!!!

fucking kerajaan!!!

bo yong!!

ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KERAJAAN!!

I HATE U!!!!!!!

A BAD BAD DAY!!

WTF!!!!

DAMN FUCKING DAY!!!!

today...

ujian undang second time...

but u noe i get wat mark?

39!!

noe y i so "HOT"?

COZ!!

1st 2nd 3rd!!!

ALL GET 39!!!

u say i can not "HOT"!!!

ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Y I DIN RICH???!

IF I RICH I CAN PASS D!!

DAMN hate it!!!!

arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK U UNDANG!!!!!!!!!!!!

FAST LET ME PASS!!!!

I WAN DIE LIAO!!!!!!!

Blog Update❤

Update New Skin~

New~

All New Me❤

do nothing❤

wat i can do?

nth~

blind?

IMPOSIBLE for me!

so,

juz do nth~

tis few day always is raining day...

is so cool...

i more like cloudy day...

dun like raining day...

hate the most is raining day...

plz!

stop raining...

i damn cool now..

i need somebuddy to hug...

u?

imposible will come hug me...

so let me cool till die...

watever...

nothing i can do...

I Love U❤

Tired day~

today...

morning...

7.15 wake up...

bath...

change cloth...

n wait...

coz wat?

coz wan go hear undang-undang...

but very boring...

1st...dunno y...

my body so hot n pening...

same like wan gt fever d...

but not...

till now i still pening,hot,tired...

but i duncare it...

juz hear...

at 1st i still gt hear it...

but last i dun even hear it anymore...

coz i "fishing" d...

tired...

hear until 4.00 finish...

but tat malay ppl take ic do thing do till 4.30...

thn wait agent come fetch me n xuewen...

thn agen say he nid to teach ppl drive ko...

so he call his 'kuli' fetch us home with a gal...

thn xuewen 1st b home...

after me...

thn is a gal...

i dunno she...

but i can feel tio she nice oso...

i guess==

thn i 5.30 b home...

damn tired...

thn i wan find panadol eat..

coz my head r freakin pain...

but i cant find tio..

dunno mom keep till where ki...

thn home no ppl...

juz me n dogs==

i juz can keep tahan the pain...

after tat feel better a little bit...

thn 8.00...

movie...

"RED"

nice oso...

9.10 till 11.00

thn decide wan go nasi kandar...

actually i wan eat roti boom...

but all dunwan eat thn i dunwan eat d...

but now i hope i can eat tio==

miss nia==

thn 11.39...

b home...

but...

see tio mom n father argue...

now...

i dunwan care about tat thing...

i feel like helpless...

wat can i do?

i feel like i wan slp forever....

n dunwan wake up d...

i hope...

but i cant...

i dunwan to face it...

i dunwan stay at other place...

i wan stay at here...

i wan stay beside u babe...

but u always think me is the person most "fan"...

but i am...

now...

i dunno wat can i do d...

i wan cry out loudly...

but i cant...

i juz can I just can shed tears...

i so hard...

i cant even cry out loudly...

if i can hope...

i hope my family not like tat...

I Wan Ne The Rich People In The World!!!

no more beg other ppl anymore...

no more no money us...

everyday gt money...

everyday can be so easy...

but all tis..

ALL IMPOSIBLE!!!

none day will happen it to me...

never!!

i juz hope tat dun got so many prob...

most hope!

fast fast settle all thing...

n no more prob...

god...

i will thank you if u help me settle tat prob...

now i wan die d==

tired d...

damn tired...

tomolo dunno will happen wat d...

hope can stop tis kid of thing...

can get away from me...

PLZ!!!!!!

20.10.2010❤?

20.10.2010??

is a happy day?

nope...

not a happy day~

for me totally not a gud day~

isn't for u all is a gud day?

i think some of u is some of not~

today~

Hmmm.....

i mean yesterday~

coz today is 21.10.2010 d~

so is yesterday d~

yesterday~

we buy movie ticket~

thn go sceret recipe eat cake~

cost u RM20.70~

coz service change is RM1.80 thn we eat juz RM18~

two cake 1 drink~

thn after tat babe go buy car book again==

after buy i take go put at car thn babe go toilet==

thn meet at frenz working place there chatting~

when 9.40p.m~

we go watch movie d~

coz movie is 9.50p.m~

thn buy a drink go in d~

but din start yet~

juz wait~

few minit start d~

thn watch till the movie wan finish d~

babe suddenly say: ''next week i dunwan bring u out d..."

I.....................

i dunno wan say wat~

11.40p.m~

movie finish d~

but i not happy...

thn when walk b ouside...

u say again...

............

i no word to say~

at car u say it again...

u say u wan me study n say my mom dun like...==

1st~

i wan say is...

i already say many time d~

i say i not the person who r very CLEVER...

n i not same like ur gal frenz...

they CLEVER in study...

but I NOT...

me juz me..

even if i gt study i oso cant in 1...

dun say i not concentrate...

i got but i oso cant...

ok...

my brain juz like Alzheimer's Disease....

u noe tat de...

i always forget tis forget tat~

how i read at home oso cant in!

oni at school can in...

outside except school...

ALL cant in...

din u get it wat i try to say to u???

if start next week din out with u...

thn hav to wait till 23/12/2010 juz can meet d...

u think i can wait?!

NO!!!I CANT!!

i ask nemo bout wat u say~

she say u ki siao...

if is she...

she will huat siao==

but for me?!

I WILL oso...

PLZ...

dun say about study in front me...

u say u got read my blog...

but i say dun say bout study in front me d y u still saying??!!!

i say i will bo siok!

n now i reli bo siok d!

but wat can i do???

u juz 1 word oni can win d...

but me?

how many word oso cant win u...

Speechless...

i juz noe tat if u din bring me out i oso din take my book to read de...

coz i juz at school thn oni read...

2nd~

my mom~

u say my mom dun like?

watever she say juz say...

yes...

she dun like...

but wat can she do?

NTH!

she juz kapsiao...

coz tis is her work...

she need to kapsiao...

when she kapsiao habis thn nth happen d...

u dunno my mom d pattern so dun make a decision for me...

coz u dunno she...

but i noe...

i noe wat i doin...

i juz wan to say to u i not CLEVER IN STUDY!

so...

dun make me to study...

if u make me to study...

i will more dun like study...

i will be the opposition against u...

i say it n i will...

coz i doin it now to mom...

dun make me do it to u...

stop kasiao+ING to me...

i beg u...

please STOP...

STOP...STOP ALL...

i dunwan hear it anymore...

study is me...

work is u...

so if wan to worry juz worry about ur work n ur back...

coz ur back always hurt...

take gud care of it n stop worry about me...

i noe wat i doin now...

stop now...

n start worry ur thing...

no more my thing...

PLEASE!

i dunwan argue with u about tis...

n i dunwan argue with u d...

when u saying tat thing i juz keep quiet n let u say...

coz i dunwan argue...

so...

when u see tio tis stop asking me about tat...

n stop worry about tat again...

i dunwan talk about tat anymore...

please...

hope u read my blog n understand wat i trying to say~

n important is i not trying to argue to u...

n i dunwan it too...

i juz wan u to STOP wat u doin now...

i noe wat i doin...

so STOP IT...

PLEASE...

promise me can??

if u see tio please reply at chat to me there...

hope u promise me...

but i think got 90% is imposible...

right?

reply me...

20.10.2010❤

today~

is 20.10.2010 mean 2010.2010❤

so~

it will be a nice day right?

i think will kut~

hehe^^

today~

me n babe gonna out tonight~

coz he hutang me 1 cake say wan treat me~XD

so tonight go eat~~

hehe~

thn babe say wan watch movie~~

say wan watch tat "Reign of Assassins"~

but hor~

tat movie is 18 de wor~

but hope can in lar~

if not wan siao liao==

haiz~

hope tonight will gt a nice trip~

I Love U Babe~❤

不值得❤

不值得...

就像我说的...

"做好自己的本分吧...以后发生什么事都不管了...❤"

不要再去管任何事了...

你想怎样就怎样吧...

我也管不了这样多...

也没什么资格管这么多了...

对不起...

管多错多...

对吧?

我想...

对你来说就对...

可是对我来说就不对...

我也不能怎样...

不要管了...

只希望你懂你自己在做什么就好了...

我不想自己的男友在外面偷吃了...

自己还在蒙在鼓里...

就这样罢了~

请别误会什么...

我不是在说你什么...

就做好自己的本分吧...

在你要做错事之前请想想我...

如果决定继续的话请你告诉我...

我不要做最后一个知道的那个人...

谢谢你...

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Change back to my rojak english~XD

1st~

yesterday juz slp bout 2 hours oni~

thn 6++wan 7a.m wake up d~

coz mom wan go UTC buy porridge for grandmother~

so nid to wake up~

but so tired~

thn wake up n go bath n pack my thing~

coz later wan bring my bro go b to kampar d~

so sienz~

haiz~~

thn after half hour~

sampai grandmother house d~

thn mom call bro go buy breakfast~

after breakfast~

wa bo su zuo thn take pic~XD

juz few pic oni but upload 1 pic nia~XD

there is the pic~XD

thn 9++a.m d~

mom say wan go kampar d~

if not will late d~

thn start the car n go d~

thn suddenly babe say he goin gurun now==

dunno y~

wa tio che kia==

haha~

siao liao wa~~

he say he go visit cousin wor~

thn ok lo~==

thn when 1p.m like tat~

he b home d~

so fast==

but i not sampai kampar yet~

cham nia~

sit at car wan slp cannot slp~

coz bo ho slp~

slp till me pening==

thn mom say wan go ipoh kia kia~

thn mar go lo~

mom ask bro say ipoh gt wat food sedap mia?

thn bro say is 芽菜鸡~

hear the name i noe bo ho jiak liao de~

thn go find lo~

bro forget tat place at where d thn use GPS find~

but hor~

oso cant find tio~

coz tat GPS is ikut jalan lama mia==

find till 1++ hour d~

sienz nia~

thn finally find tio liao~

but SO MANY ppl nia==

hav to wait~

thn after tat~

tat ppl take table put at outside the road there~

n finally gt place to sit~

thn bro order the food coz we all dunno much to talk with contonese==

so bro order~~XD

thn when the food come~

1st is tauge come~

2nd is drink~

3rd is soup~

4th is chicken~

thn start to eat~

when habis eat~

mom say bo ho jiak de~

hahaha~

but hor is mom say wan eat de but last he say bo ho jiak lagi==

ho chio nia==

thn suak d~

after tat finally can b kampar d~

when b till there~on9~~

hahahaXD

coz bo su zuo~

so on9 lo~~

^^

thn when 5++ mom finally say wan b grandmother house d~

thn thn~

at car take pic again~XD

there is the pic~

miss u babe~

thn~~

slp d~

slp till 7++~

still din arrival yet~

sienz~

need wait again~

but juz awhile nia lo~

thn sampai at auto city there mom call jiu jiu n ask they go where eat~

thn staright go eat d~

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when 10++ mom ask me wan stay at grandmother house or wan b home?

for me i sure wan b home lar~

coz there no line so bo siok nia~

can sms with babe~

so my answer is b home~

thn finally can b home d~

but hor~

at half road mom forget to return the Smart tag==

thn had to return n giv b==

cham nia~

thn finally can reli b home d~

when 11 like tat sampai home d~

wow~

so tired nia~

my house so dark coz din no ppl at house

thn hor~

mom say bro b home liao de~

thn see tio house so dark n scare to go in~

HAHAHAHA!!!

cham nia he==

jin jia ho chiong nia~~~XD

thn go bath n clear my thing~

thn on9 again~

coz wan see something lor~

thn 1.30 slp d~

1 day thn finish d~^^

babe~

i love u ~

i wont care about tat d~

but i hope u noe wat r u doin~

i will close 1 eye~

but PLZ~

dun do too over!!

16/10/10❤

Today~

Me,babe,hc,nemo,nicol,rz n boey was goin to watch The Child's Eye~

Its was Damn Nice^^

but it is for me lar~

for them i dunno d...

i juz noe babe always complain tis complain tat==

cant diam a minit==

other ppl watch movie juz diam diam n watch...

but he is talk talk n talk==

like tis u sure say bo ho kua mia mar~

coz u din even Concentrate of watching==

u juz noe complain tis bo ho kua tat bo ho kua...

n talk nonsense==

but wat ever~

u like it~

i cant say wat~

but when talk can u control ur volume==

coz too loud d~

thx~~==




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Tis is the movie pic~



Nice??

Of course nice lar~~XD

when watch till they cant go b to hong kong n had to stay at a old hotel...

tis is the room who full of Cockroach==

Geli~~






See~~

tis is in the movie rainie hit the cockroach==

n it die at the wall~

ho chio nia~

hahahaha~~

thn hor~

tat spec is fucking berat lor~

my nose sakit nia==

suak d~

skip again==

when 11++

we finish watch d~

thn we decide to go old town~

mar go lo~

sampai there thn go inside~

manatau==

i hiam hiam slip==

WTF

ho cai wa bo slip~

abo sure no face see ppl liao

OMG==

shame nia...

haiz~

thn old town no place~

change place~

thn say wan go KFC~

but hor~

when sampai there see tio many wear white ship mia ppl sit at there n eat==

white shirt ppl i mean is nine princes d ppl...

they after send b hav to eat meat==

thn go a pai~

there more full~

all place full~

thn go oppsite old polis station there d Pelita eat~

seem like nasi kandar~

but i dunno is wat~

so i eat roti canai~

but i eat wrong jor==

eat tio nemo order mia roti boom~

but nice wor~

next time i wan order roti boom d~

hehe~~

pai sei ah~

nemo~eat tio ur roti boom liao~==

coz i long time din eat tio roti canai liao so i forget roti canai is how liao de~

hehe^^

thn thn~~

12++ like tat~

finally b home~

thn babe 1.13a.m b home~

but hor~

he so fast comment on other gal status d==

SO FAST==

watever~

thn now~

he 1 msg pun bo thn slp ki liao==

gek si wa nia...

haiz~

tat is his pattern..

but not he old pattern...

old pattern still will send 1 gud night for me~

but now?

satu najis pun bo==

HAIZ!!!

Wat can i say??

NOPE...

but i say liao oso nth 1~

coz he din care it oso...

so watever...

i cant control he wat oso==

i not reli is his wife oso...

i juz his gf oni...

a gf tat cant control he mia~

so~

i dunno i can say wat d~

let it be~==

now~

3.20 again==

i hav to go slp d~

but dunno i can slp bo~~

coz tomolo 6.45 i hav to wake up d~

hav to go utc thn go buki mertajam fetch second bro go b kampar~

DAMN SIENZ 1==

haiz~

babe~

u dun GATAL GATAL go XIAN CHA BO har~~

IF NOT!

KILL U AH!!

I noe u VERY GATAL 1~

N ALWAYS GATAL 1~

noe u mia pattern 1~

always kckc thn xian them d~

ALWAYS 1~

I noe mia~

==

dun say my bad word har

kill u oso ah==

XD

so~

tata~~

dunno later i can slp bo~

coz now i so fresh~~

cant slp==

haiz~

watever lar~~

close d~

tata^^

hav a nice dream~~XD

ALL JUZ ME❤

Y i put tat~

coz all juz about me~

no more others~

all juz me~

pic oso juz me~

thing oso juz me~

JUZ ME~~

Y i say?

coz ur 1 word make me delete all ur pic~

dun blame me~

is u make me 1~~

so u r angry~

i'm sorry~

sorry to make u angry~

n i angry too~

so juz forget it~

Now~

juz blog N me~

no more u I guess~

Wat can i do??

can u teach me?

My mood damn FUCKING HOT!!

actually wat u wan???

i still blur+ING~

u like to flirt gal?

noe gal??

having fun with them??

or u wan them to be ur GF oso???

n not juz me is ur GF??

juz like i say: ''我就是后备...别的女生就是前锋...''

am i right??

i guess right ba~

everytime u chat with them always will gt tat emotion~

tis ah~^^ or wat emotion oso~

but with me??

u got put?

NOPE

not even 1...

with them talk till like very happy or wat...

with me?

NONE

mayb them more special then me...

i noe i 'm not tat special...

but i can say..

i not same with them...

dun call me change to like them...

i will hit ppl...

i am a rude gal...

i NOT a gentle gal...

n dun make me same like them...

u got ur style...

but me oso got my style...

I am a neutral girl...

thn~

i not the perfect person...

but u oso...

everyone oso not so perfect...

juz like: ''就算是美女...可是大的便出来还是一样是臭的...''

but if u gt do wrong thing u oso will not tell me 1~

dun say u din...

now i juz noe i cant slp...

n i need ur hug NOW...

but can mie??

CANT

juz wan to cry...

dunno y...

isn't me too love u?

or too tired to u??

or juz me CRAZY??

mayb reli is crazy...

coz u always call me crazy...

n u oso call me like tat in front of other gal...

wat can i do??

more crazy??

or juz like nemo?

PSYCO???

mayb is...

but...

wat i hav to say...

watever~

juz got tis blog let me say out my feeling...

but not all feeling...

since i noe u gt read my blog...

actually when i hear tio u gt read my blog i gt kena shock...

thn after tat i dunno still wan sambung write my blog or not?

but i decide sambung...

but i will not carefull bout wat i gonna to write...

coz i will say ur bad word here...

or anyone bad word here...

so~

sorry to u all...

exspecially U...

SORRY...

now 3.20a.m~

i still cant slp...

dunno wan do wat d...

so...

gud bye...

next time come write again..

SORRY

juz ur 1 word

i delete all me n u de pic

i juz wan show ppl

U R MY BOY FRIEND

stay away from u

dun huat hiao when u is FLIRT them

tat all

我只是需要多点安全感...

就这么简单...